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everything in life if such a roller coaster. it gets better and better and then stalls at the top for you to enjoy the view and then just starts dropping faster and faster until your at the bottom. and the bottom is definitelly not as fun. at least i know itll go back up again.




but straying from those thoughts, my car got hit pretty bad. it was actually kinda funny. it was right in front of ryans house and he leaned over to put carls jr burger back into the bag and he drifted too much to the right and just analy raped my car. i was then called outside and ryan was all awkward and was like uhh i hot your car. and i told him it was okay cuz she was old and he was like um no, like i really hit it. so i went to look at its soo messed up in the back it looks like he hit it going like 50, so for the moment i am carless but i got my bike for now so its all good


ugh i really dont wanna go to work.

"you have become what you have always been"-love comes again

the definition of how i feel


That's life, that's what all the people say.
You're riding high in April,
Shot down in May
But I know I'm gonna change that tune,
When I'm back on top, back on top in June.

I said that's life, and as funny as it may seem
Some people get their kicks,
Stompin' on a dream
But I don't let it, let it get me down,
'Cause this fine ol' world it keeps spinning around

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself, flat on my face,
I pick myself up and get back in the race.

That's life
I tell ya, I can't deny it,
I thought of quitting baby,
But my heart just ain't gonna buy it.
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try,
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly

I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
A poet, a pawn and a king.
I've been up and down and over and out
And I know one thing:
Each time I find myself laying flat on my face,
I just pick myself up and get back in the race

That's life
That's life and I can't deny it
Many times I thought of cutting out
But my heart won't buy it
But if there's nothing shakin' come this here july
I'm gonna roll myself up in a big ball and die
My, My


only 2 more days left of the week basically. chyea

had to make the lj private

and summer begins..

me n my friends have acctaully stayed with our exercise plan so its hella fun. Zumba is the greatests, its like this salsa hispanic dancing areobics class. Its all my friends and then hella old ladies who can shake their asses better than the young people. Its a drop in class but for some reason no students really go except for us and this girl i met who came from CV high and she was Amy Elliots cousin. small world.

the zumba teacher just had a baby but i swear shes the skinniest one in the room, i would have never known.

im so sick of the weather not making up its mind. i swear it went from winter to spring to summer to winter in a matter of 2 weeks.

If you drink diet soda your 35% more likely to become obese. I guess diet soda makes you crave sweets and all this other stuff luckily i only drink soda now when i go home and my mom buys me my jack in the box diet coke.

jack in the box diet coke is like heaven on your tastebuds. Id bring that stuff into the desert with me.



helloooo weekeend.

i havent unpdated this in forever.

WE MADE IT TO STATE!! fresno here we come!
i am so ecited and so proud of all my girlies

omg i swear im having like the biggest Chle reunion ever! this girl i knew from like 3rd grade found me on myspace and i was so excited beacuse ive never talked to any of my old friends from Nido since i left like 6 years ago. Then i went to her myspace and i guess she just left 2 years ago so she was friends w/ people i had kown and then those people were friends w/ other people and its crazy! im talking to so many people i thought id never hear from again in my life! the wonders of myspace. then i searched hella people i never found and some of themhad myspaces. its so exciting!

im sleeping over at annis

she just woke up

just got back fmor oregon and had the time of my life!!!. We ran in a giant mud puddle and fuahgt with antoehr team knocking each other into the mud getting incredibly dirty. an hour and a half later when i got in the shower i cound a slalmander lizard thing in my bra and i screamed for like a day. There was the lamest dance in the world but at the same time fun. We were the only bay area ppl so when bay area songs came on we all danced like CRAZY! and there was litterally a circle of spectators watching us dance. They played techo and pirate of the carabean sound track. We were letting the bad song slide till cotton eyed joe? a country song came on and EVERYONE! got hella excited and startted dancing and we just all straight up left and got a boom box and had our own dance int eh parking lot. ti was so much fun.

i lvoed cheering for the runners w/ the people i was with. There was the "T" team and we'd chant.. T..T...T...T..T as they ran by. it was great.

there were baby girrafes in teh water and if you stepped on the theyd go "yee Yee"

me and erin got cup of noodles in the airport

Princess diana was on our fight ;)

sexual Healing was on Tv at night. the peple in the show were also at the airport.

we played basketball and ran with famous runners at the nike headquarters

we got lost in the vans every two seconds.

the flight attendants on the way back were the coolest everrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

it was a fun trip :)

helluv days worth of cute


ivans car

tigres

gofers tot eh max


really old pictures

me and christine got two rats today. their names are zig-zag and dot. they are girls and they are our friendship rats. why did we get them? i dont know. we were walking, and i said hey does petco sell guineapigs? and we werent sure, so we went to look and they only had one and so we looked at rats and we said "hey, id be cool if we had friendship rats" so we thought of names and were eaither gonna call them leffy and taffy or mac and dre, but then we didnt call them wither. so i called my mom and asked if we could get rats and she said yea so we did. it was excititng. why is deebs never online anymore? the world may never know.i hope everyone is having a good break. i got a camera so i will put pictures up later

ps.i have to pee

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!
only 2 more hours till christmas, i went to my uncles house again which like every year is kinda awkward (i learned to spell taht word) and my uncles girlfriends gets drunk and i get a size large sweater. its fun though, and i got to see my 2 cousins which was a change from usual so i was excited. both my cousins have bigger butts than T. maggee, its pretty much crazy. and thats all i ahve to say. me and my dad thizz danced today, ill put pictures up later, it was fun.

bored, my dad is home and weve been having lots of fun shopping, eating w/ christine and watching a movie and pee wee golfing with mark. i miss lots of people right now, like chiwide and deebs and cross country in general. i cant wait till it starts again, i am already counting down the days. for some reason i alwasy get sad around x-mas but not really, but kinda, i make no sence. i never ealized how much me and my dad ahve in commom. were like teh same person, we are both indesisive, sacred of random things and dont like sad music. and other things of that nature. and my moms kicking me off so im going...now

the xc sleep over was proabaly one of the best things ever. we doosh danced sat on banana chairs ate endless amounts of hanson jello and watched "never been kissed". we also had some hard core talks where we all just got to know eachother better. i love those.



doosh dance part 1



eating food



picking nose?




banana chairs!!!!



stairs



clap clap tappity tap?



emo stairs



representin XC



presents!!



fun

my dad came home last night!! woo hoo.. he doesnt know how to say "obesity" its pretty much the most hilarious thing ever next to teh fact that he cant say "hobo" or "oven"

us with deebs!! ps: hes home



me and julie sitting w/ leaves for hours



im a sloth



me and alli searching for skeet in the skeet tree



banana smilies



pot luck food. deebs wasnt there :(



hoes of tomarrow



medeivil dance!! i miss katia!!



imua



minority potpourri!!



gotta love it



li-li love

i dont know what im doing awake right now...its 1:20 i the morning and i really dont feel like sleeping. today was pretty exciting. i went to maricios birthday party and hung out w/ christine alli and bella. boomers! thats where the partys at :)

then i got home and mark called so i went to his hosue and we watched the OC cuz i had never seen it before. that one guys really got. tom welling is hot. so then at like 6:30 we decided to go to the movies, so we met wild thing, john gar and luis!, i hadnt seen luis in like a gazillion trillion years. hes probably one of the funniest people on earth. poor jason was waiting in like for an x-box 360 and he was gonna sleep outside and it was pouring sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard. i wonder what hes doing right now... so yea we saw narnia which was identical to lord of the rings. i swear, the could ahve put lord of the rings on and no one would have known the difference, except for LOTR has elijah wood in it., then we ate at IHoP and marks daddy drove me hope and we talked about the san franciso marthon...im gonna do it, w/ deebs, he just doesnt know yet, well he kinda does. im glad hes home cuz i missed his times a gazillion. i wonder if finals grade are up

i have to pee

even our shadows are kissing! :)



yes, deebs is eating a deep fried twinky




grant funnel cakes anyone?



me + dolphin= love



their matching



me + erin + deebs = same birthday!!! jan-11!!



why?

i cant resize pictures

i put pictures here but they were too big so i have to resize them first...the end

do you ever feel like things are falling apart? like you finally finished a puzzle and then someone hits it and some peices are still toegether but lots of them fall apart and slowly you have put them all together again...yes..that is how i feel right now, but i know the peices of my puzzle with come together again and make a big happy picture.

i have a new boyfriend his name is mark i love him very much. the end :)